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Post by Dantelion on Sept 20, 2017 12:14:43 GMT
| FAMILY | Just what made him like this. Unable to trust humans despite longing for their love and affection. What made him so cold? Even he had a hard time answering but when it all came down to it he blamed his family.
His first memories were decently happy ones. Helping around the orchard he was maybe four or five at the time. His sister was on her way.
It came like a hurricane one could say. His streak of bad luck. He was never destined to inherit anything. His two oldest brothers would take both orchard and home. The most he would ever be was a worker.
Even that though he couldn't do. He was definitely five when it happened. He tried picking berries as a surprise to have the maids make a pie. His father caught him.
His father frightened him so. His large form hovering above him as he yelled about the berries not being ripe. How he had ruined a good harvest.
After that, he didn't go back to help. He was always afraid he'd do something wrong. His father never came to him and apologized or tried explaining it. So for the longest time, he felt he should never touch the trees.
His sister was born not long after and they doted on their only girl. He tried to get their attention to. He would draw pictures, make up stories, anything for just an ounce of what they gave her and his brothers.
In the end, all they would say is that is nice dear and push him away. They were always working and yet as his sister started to toddle they would give her attention. He became jealous.
So he began acting out. Little things at first leaving his toys around. He was always yelled at but he grew numb to it. His actions steadily grew larger. Drawing on the walls, spice in their food when the maids weren't looking.
He became a terror. So they treated him like one. They started smacking him. His father's hands hurt especially. They took away his things leaving him lonely and with nothing to do.
He slowly straightened his act up. He hated them but he had to. He began getting all A's trying to prove himself the perfect son. To earn their attention a different way.
"That's nice," his father would say and shoo him away.
"What do you want a reward. Keep those grades and you'll get what you want for Christmas," his mother would say before shoving him away. Sometimes she would even go here's five dollars have one of the maids take you.
In the end, nothing he did mattered. He had become numb to their yelling. Now he was just numb. His desire for them to notice and love him slowly vanished with every attempt.
He was a young tree in a forest. Trying to grow but overshadowed by everything else. Stunted and pathetic and worth nothing but a starter to a fire.
He pulled away from everyone. He had no desire to be apart of this family any longer. So he went against them. He ran from home finding solitude and comfort in college. He never wanted to return. |
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Post by Dantelion on Sept 20, 2017 18:38:25 GMT
| School | For Trent school was a home away from home. He was alright his first couple of years but when he started acting out his grades dropped. He did it in rebellion and his teachers kind of knew.
Parent teacher conferences always reveal a lot about home life. It turned into a big blow out his fifth grade year. The teacher blamed the parents and the parents the teacher. In the end he was the one who suffered. That was when his parents began reprimanding him with heavy hands.
His grades rose after that. He kept them there afraid of his parents. Trying to be recognized as a good son.
Friends was a foreign word to him. Sure he played with other kids when he was young but as he grew he became distant with them.
He only ever talked to others when he was in school. Any other time he was alone in the house doing his best to entertain himself and stay out of the way. His thoughts wander and became his own with no voice to them just sound effects.
In sixth grade on of the maids sons started playing soccer. She convinced him to join as well and give him an activity to do. It wasn't a terrible experience.
He was good on defense and passing though his aim was off otherwise. The maid took him to practices and games with her son. His parents never came though and his interest in it slowly died out. He skipped the next two grades and went straight to high school quitting soccer in the process.
High school was pretty normal for him. He wasn't bullied by others despite being smart and skipping grades. Some admired him for it but didn't really talk to him. He wasn't the most friendly person. A few people would talk to him politely and his only real interactions were during group projects.
He had given up on being loved by his family. It showed into the way he presented himself. He was a bit cold and distant with others. While he was never outright rude he could be sarcastic at times.
It was eventually brought up about their careers. Trent knew he didn't want to be in the family business anymore. So what could he strive for? It was a question that plagued him.
He went to prom without a date. In fact, he never had even had one. He was alone and watching others smile. This is how his whole life would be he just knew it.
That night he decided to hang with the wrong crowd. The ones gathered behind the school with booze. It was how he had learned he was at least bisexual. Kissing a gay man in a drunken stupor. Hearing whistles of approval and gags of disgust. It didn't bother him though.
He managed to get home thanks to one of the maids. She had been chaperoning with her sister. She made it very clear she disapproved of him being drunk but she had no place to punish him. It didn't matter to him though even if his parents punished him for it he had already graduated. He'd seen his old man get drunk for less.
This was it the beginning of the rest of his life. He had to go to college and get a job. He didn't even know what he wanted to be. Was there a job where one just sat in a room doing nothing but staring at a wall. He was no good with people. Pokemon though...they didn't bother him.
He would just deal with Pokemon. Which meant what? Being a doctor to them? Maybe, he still didn't really know. It was a start though.
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Post by Dantelion on Sept 20, 2017 21:43:56 GMT
| College | Trent moved to the college dorms not even three months after graduating. It was a small single room with a bed desk and small bookshelf. All facilities were public use.
Trent spent most of his time in his room when he wasn't at a seminar. His distant actions and dead eyes sprouting whispers. Most people wouldn't talk to him but those that did were either trying to be polite or wanted something.
College was the best years of his life though. He was praised by the teachers and sometimes the other students. Though the students usually followed up with wanting help on their homework.
Three girls in particular regularly came over. He knew what they wanted but refused to do anything more than tutor them like he did several others. He never turned away those who asked because he considered it good to review. He rarely got annoyed but repeating himself more than three times did get on his nerves.
There was one girl he fancied, however. Like him, she was quiet and serious about her schooling. They would often sit side by side in the library enjoying a silent companionship. He eventually admitted to liking her and they went on a few dates. It didn't amount to much however since neither would talk that often.
His favorite part of his studies was the dissections. Oddly enough he found the bodies of Pokemon fascinating. Similar in most aspects but very different in others. The way they could use some moves but not others of their species. Their abilities to produce water or fire. The organs only they could have.
It gave him a bad reputation. Many students feared he would be cruel to Pokemon. Slowly the few people who would talk to him dwindled away. Not wanting rumors about themselves as well.
It was alright he was use to being alone. He didn't expect their interest to last long. He didn't expect love or friendship even if he wanted it.
Towards the end of his third year a bunch of guys held a large party in the dorm. Ten of them had gotten their degrees and were going to be leaving soon. So it was a loud bash and he couldn't quite ignore it.
With nothing better to do he joined in. He rarely drank but he let himself that night. Several of the girls from the girls dorm were over as well. He watched from a corner for a long time before someone joined him.
He had never seen her before but she was quite pushy and a bit tipsy. She complimented his looks and asked him where his room was. He himself was hindered by booze and enjoyed the night with her.
Or him as he learned. The guy identified as a girl and lived in the girls dorms. Since he was also into men the girls didn't mind him too much. Oddly enough neither did Trent. It already didn't matter to him if they were man or woman. He supposed if the guy looked like a girl he could call himself a girl.
His last two years of college went by like the rest. There was another party the year he graduated but he didn't join in. Rather he took his stuff and set off for a house he had bought. There was no reason to remain there longer than he needed to. |
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Post by Dantelion on Sept 20, 2017 23:20:54 GMT
| Pokemon | Pokemon, as a kid Trent loved them. The Adventures of Dratini and Friends, Eevee Rangers, and Aipom the Explorer. Children's shows were his introduction to Pokemon.
They didn't keep any to help with the orchard. His old man felt they would eat more than they would help. So he pretty much forbade them from the farm. If wild Pokemon wandered in he would scare them off with a gun and even sometimes shoot them.
Trent remembered one night he heard a bang then two more. He ran to his window then downstairs to another window looking out into the orchard. There was his father standing over a dead ursaring and her cub. There was another shot.
He remembers going back to his room and crying for the dead cub. There had been one on Aipom the Explorer and he couldn't help but compare the two. He was only six at the time so he didn't really know better.
The next day he heard his father and the workers talking and saw them digging a hole. He knew what it was for and turned away. It was just another reason to fear his father.
His first real experience with a Pokemon didn't come till much later. He had wanted a vulpix for his birthday and begged his parents for one. Instead, his brothers cruelly got him a duskull. He had never been more afraid than at that moment.
A box wrapped in paper and filled with holes. It moved and his eyes lit up knowing what it was. He tore open the box in eagerness only to see a white skull looking back. He screamed and ran tears in his eyes and his families laughter burning in his ears.
He hated it and them. Once he calmed a bit the duskull approached him. He wasn't as scared of it anymore but refused to have anything to do with it despite its apologies. She was named Spook not long after. A name picked out by his sister who constantly teased him about screaming like a girl.
Spook would be the only Pokemon allowed on the farm. As a ghost type his father felt no obligation to feed it since it was technically already dead. However, once it started proving itself as a guard Pokemon that changed. He accepted it wholeheartedly and didn't mind giving it berries for protecting the orchard at night.
Occasionally his brothers would out it up to scaring him. Like all things he eventually grew numb to it and they stopped. He suppose he should thank the duskull since it helped rid him of being fearful. Not even the scariest horror movies faze him anymore.
He didn't come into contact with other Pokemon til he reached college. A few people had their own Pokemon but his contact was with the corpses donated for science.
It was during this time he developed his understanding of Pokemon physically. They were superior to humans. They could breath fire and destroy forests. If an angry charizard were to swoop in on a town how many would die?
He is inferior to them. All humans are in fact so why do they let themselves be caught? A question that plagues him more than anything. Why do they let humans rule?
He began research into their DNA and neurons. There had to be a reason why. How was their submissiveness to humans programmed in? It couldn't be all bonding and feelings like most people claimed.
He published a thesis on it in his fourth year of college. It got high marks as it stated many sources and even gave an educated theory backed up by history. His theory is chaos. If Pokemon were allowed to do as they pleased then the world would still be being terraformed. Earthquakes, fire, lava, storms and all the chaos that was there at the beginning from the elements clashing would still be happening.
Humans were put here to equalize the Pokemon. To teach them more than just survival. Yet he also believed humans had gone too far. Pokemon were spoiled now. Furfrou with bad haircuts, pignites too big to move, and spoiled skitties. They had lost their purpose in life somewhere along the way and became pets.
He wondered if humans ever went extinct would they as well? Had humans made themselves too dependent on Pokemon while making Pokemon too dependent on them?
He wants to change it. To change the fact Pokemon's instincts were slowly dying. He wanted to preserve them as they were and not how man made them. How? By making preserves around the world. Not artificial biomes like the Rangers. But real environments for real Pokemon untouched by men.
Why? Because Pokemon are to be feared and respected. Not controlled, pampered and forced to serve humans.
Trent knows his views on the subject are a bit extreme. However he bases his research around it. Around the power that Pokemon have over humans but do not use. it baffles him and consumes him to a degree. |
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Post by Dantelion on Sept 24, 2017 20:06:22 GMT
| WORK | Work started at a young age for Trent. He helped out around the orchard for awhile before being scared off by his father. After that to him school became his work.
Once he had gotten out of his trouble causing rut he did everything he could to get good grades. Often spending hours alone in his room studying for the best scores possible. Because he wanted to leave as soon as possible.
It never really stopped either. He went straight to college which was work in and of itself. Since he had graduated high school early he was done with college by the time he was twenty-two.
For the next two years he went to work on the house he bought in Elara town. It had been decently priced because it had fixes to be made. He researched in depth on how to fix the various problems himself.
He mended the roof opting for tin instead of shingles. He fixed pipes, cleaned the chimney and patched its bricks. He built a overhang for firewood and a shed for tools. He dedicated an entire room to research and his own personal library.
He had to hire contractors later on to expand the house a bit so he could have a larger room for his books and research. However, rather than sitting back he worked with them to finish it at quickly as possible. His home became his job during that time.
Not to say he didn't have a normal job upon leaving college. Given his thesis papers he was given the title of assistant upon graduating by a place called Trevor Labs. They would sent his samples and data for him to put together and examine. Most of it was mutations and mutation demographics.
Trevor Labs pride themselves in information. Which also means they pride themselves in obtaining exclusive Pokemon to sell. Pokemon that are unique for unique customers willing to pay top dime for pure bred albinos, dwarf dragons, and blue fairies.
A tasteless job Trent admits. However it pays top dollar and he needs it if he plans to do his own research and follow his dream. |
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Post by Dantelion on Sept 24, 2017 20:28:24 GMT
| LOVE | Love is a difficult and complex emotion for Trent. He always sought it as a child. A love he never received from his family. It is foreign to him but just like some foreign things you want to at least see it once.
His obsession with romance novels and movies came when he accepted the fact he would never be loved. He read one of his mothers romance novels and the description of love captivated him. He wanted to experience it.
He knew the stories were fake. Yet a part of him always wanted each book he read to hold a truth in it. They became his fairy tales. The prince or princess one always desired but could never have. The strength that came from fighting for love. And the happy ending with a gentle kiss and promises to be together forever.
As he grew he understood lust and attraction. However, to him this 'love' wasn't true. It was simply chemicals reacting to stimuli. True love like in the stories don't exist even if he wished it did.
That hasn't stopped him from collecting romance novels though. He just wishes at least one of the characters could be like him. So it could be like a guide to him. So he knew what to do because despite all those novels he isn't the least bit romantic.
He knows the motions but doing them out of a since of duty instead of a desire would just insult someone. It doesn't help he keeps a rather plain expression at most times. He knows somehow he would make his date uncomfortable. So he avoids it.
He avoids what he wants most because he knows he won't be loved. In the end he'll probably only marry and have kids for aesthetics. To have someone carry on what little if any legacy he has. |
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Post by Dantelion on Sept 24, 2017 20:30:12 GMT
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